when you are young they assume you know nothing...

Saturday! depression day. doing better than usual all things considered

- Spring Market from 8 to 4 at the middle school. I really wanted to go and I almost didn't but then I did and I'm soooo glad I did. Just on my own, going and looking at all the shops and the vendors and learning all the cool things people made. People had essential oils for your hair, and fancy balsamic vinegar and olive oil bottles that costed $30 each, and homemade "honey lotion", and local artists selling their art. It was amazing. People are so cool. I don't know how I ever thought life was bad when people are like that. It's amazing what people can do...

- I'm nearly done with my scarf! last color, then I have to even them out, then I have to add tassels on the end, and then it will be done! It will probably be ugly, but it will be done!! and then I can start a new project. I think I like crochetting, even if it doesn't look very good.

- D&D with my family! went really good. my mom is DMing for the first time in a while, and she just came up to us a week ago and asked us to make characters!! So we made characters and then the adventure was actually a The Arcana knockoff!! It was AWESOME because we didn't realize until we were in the Palace library and staring at a "dude with a gold arm and red sash" and a "pretentious noble with braided hair" and it was like BRUH

- it was even better because a bunch of my own characters were in it!! my characters. from my brain. in a D&D adventure. i am soooo flattered