Some good things:
- my hair looks cool today
- sleepover with Sam! Very pleasant. I’m hating the dog less now
- D&D!! My mom planned a one shot. I’m sooo pumped, the first session was today and it was GREAT. Slightly regretting my choice of character. Not nearly cool enough for the absolute chaos that ensued
- been on a good music kick. Good music is good
- homework is good. Got stuff done 👌🏼
Right now though things are kinda sucky. The productivity mostly keeps the depression away but it is definitely still there. It’s hard to interact with people. I was much more social last month and just. Mannn I want to talk to people, why can’t I enjoy it?
And there’s also the fact that I’ve gotten “stuck” again. Just a thing that happens where I find a spot to chill and then I lose the energy and can’t get myself to leave the place. It’s not great when I’m at home because I can’t go outside and that’s not healthy but it’s worse when I get stuck somewhere else, like a campus building on the other end of campus. Maybe I should just sleep in the corner, except I know the janitor staff will kick me out if I try…
Also writing. I want to write I really do! I have a writing group with prompts!! But suddenly I just can’t think of anything to write?? All the things I think of sound boring or bad. :(((
Anywho. I’m gonna go home and make zucchini muffins, maybe that’ll help
I cannot believe you ever hated Sir Roy! He is a precious baby and I love him
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry about the heavy symptoms week, though. Some day we will invent a device to transfer energy from person to person and we'll balance out, but until then, you have my annoying cheerleading to look forward to. <3
that device sounds lovely... but only if I also get to use it on YOU for bad days. this is a two-way street situation
Deletedid i not tell you that I don't like dogs ESPECIALLY big dogs???
That device actually sounds awesome can we please invent it
DeleteAlso nice that it's a good hair day :)))) those are nice
ReplyDelete"I was a kriffing mess before and I'm still a kriffing mess now but at least I have good fashion sense"
haha yes. motivational quote of the year right there, it's my motto
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