Wednesday, February 4, 2026

whaaahooooo

 First day of being on medication! Gonna just keep something of a log on here, so I can remember for the follow up appointment

- checking Tumblr way too much. It’s not good for me

- stories!!

- goshhh I’m lonelyyyy

- went to my new religion class for the first time! It’s about the Family Proclamation, all the church’s doctrine on family and marriage and stuff, and discussing how to understand it and how to make peace with the more controversial topics

- really good discussion. The teacher continues to be legitimately one of the nicest human beings I’ve ever met. He went around the first five minutes and just asked how we were doing and anything good that was coming up in our lives. He went up to people and shook their hand individually. This guy is amazing

- the class itself was also amazing, we talked about gender and same-sex stuff and it was genuinely a really good discussion for how controversial that topic is…

- food is so nice. Most of the time I really just eat whatever and then occasionally I eat an actual meal. Eating some really good food restores my faith in life being good and it makes me really grateful for the body I have

- thinking a fair bit about missions. Do I want to go on a mission? CAN I go on a mission, would I be any good at it??



Medication stuff

- took half a tablet of antidepressants yesterday before bed, at the doctor’s recommendation. No noticeable side effects except feeling just a tad bit weird for ~10 min

- adhd meds in the morning today. Again, slight weird stomach stuff but otherwise fine

- spent a good couple hours writing story stuff, did not get any homework done even homework I planned to and needed to

- was able to stay on campus for longer, but spent my time working on personal projects again. So homework wise we have made no progress but everything else wise i think today was a better day than usual?

- they weren’t kidding I really did lose my appetite. Ate a nice lunch once I got home though. My stomach has been hurting ever since but that could be because I’m on my period rn lollll


3 comments:

  1. Good food is SO NICE. I love foodddd
    That class sounds helpful and cool!
    note on a mission, I personally think you could be a really cool missionary since you almost always have a thoughtful and interesting perspective on the gospel that most people don't think about so I think that could help a lot of other people
    hope the medications get better <3

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    1. >> fooooooood om nom nom
      >> thank you!!! I appreciate that a lot actually

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  2. That One Guy in the Corner of MassachusettsFebruary 18, 2026 at 10:00 AM

    Good food is good, but unfortunately the world couldnt be fallen if all food was good
    And the plan of salvation couldnt work because there is no opposition and thus God doesnt exist
    So note to self dont get rid of all not good food as that will end the world as we know it
    Darn

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