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 Today I was filling out a bunch of OC questions to flesh out Cassandra, a witch character i made, and one of the questions sparked an art idea. So I made a sketch comic  in MS Paint to get the idea across.

Then I was like, hmm I could add to this! So I started a bonus panel and then at 11 o’clock my computer locked like usual and that was a problem bc it closed my tab w/o saving. 

So fine ok I’ll just redo it, it’s a sketch it won’t take long. Finished first panel, nearly finished the second, then the computer locked AGAIN and I lost both of them. And by golly I was GOING to finish my cruddy MS paint sketch so I turned the computer controls all the way off and redid the entire thing a third time. So now it’s 1 AM.

oCtObEr ThE sIxTh

 

-  so so sooo much wind today 

- made homemade ziploc bag ice cream at THRIVE. was okay. should not have made two bags

- the lesson was on meaning. this has always been somewhat of a sore topic for me as I have struggled with feeling like life is meaningful since junior year (something something my life's meaning WAS productivity and being good at school. take that away and junior year me was very much lost. still am)

 anyway we went around and shared one thing that was meaningful, each of us. i said my doodling and by extension my art. it is a way to acceptably fidget in class as well as express myself. it is also how I realized i like the process of presenting something to someone and seeing them react positively. hopefully my future job will include this as well

-  current fanfic reading experience: *pulls up fic* nope *pulls up fic* nope *pulls up fic* ooh this looks promising... nope. *pulls up fic* why was this even tagged with The Character, it's a 1 chapter WIP and The Character is not anywhere in it?? *pulls up fic* nope

frankly fanfiction for this particular character is a waste of time. knowing this does not tend to much affect my choices after midnight 

-  absolutely beautiful outside. does not change the fact that the wind sucks and i hate it. but from a window the sky is beautiful 

 

- shoutout to everyone who comments on stuff. I love you and it really does help sometimes when i am feeling lonely 

now just a couple of housekeeping items

 SOUND A HERALD IN THE STREETS FOR I HAVE REGISTERED CLASSES FOR THE WINTER SEMESTER

We've got...

 - intro classes for Political Science and Communication, which are both majors I am interested in

- chorus for noobs

- NOT ancient greek (sorry ancient greek. I love you, but 4 credits is a lot and I will not use the language for anything) plus the guy i like in the class is transferring to Provo

-  creative writing... because if I try and take it with a full complement of classes, I will die. I may STILL die, but I might make a breakthrough. Either way, if I can't handle a writing class in a super slow semester, there's no way I can handle a major that is heavily writing-centric, like Journalism.

dude

 there's like seven people with all their halloween candy dumped on a cafe table and they're playing cards for the candy. That's the COOLEST thing. Forget trading, let's gamble with the spoils of carousing

nOvEmBeR tHiRd

 today was a sleep-deprived day, but the good version. as in I am boingish. words don't work but also when I DO talk it's usually with something clever or off-the-wall. things are funnier. the sky is pretty and I want to dance to class. or run. or do a cartwheel. or 

went to bed at an actually good hour and my body rewards me by waking up at 3 in the morning. just.........why

going insane over a new thing. i estimate it'll last a week? maybe less. depends on whether I think of anything else and also how much time and effort I put into prolonging the birbishness

new favorite song: talk to me. it's one of those songs you can play on loop while you study. just exited my angsty tragic song phase and now on the lookout for hopeful sun-is-rising stuff that plays in the movie when the falling action is winding down and we're getting reintroduced to normal life again

 1 thing that made my day today: got to the cafe at 5:30 ish and my favorite restaurant was still open. fluffy ruffle

 really am working to keep up with work. multiple rabbit holes on tumblr are making that difficult. plan: take a break for a few days or at least cut back. If I want goatman content I can birbing make it myself

 

november 2

 not much to say besides

- very late to church today. this will likely be a trend. still manage to get there though

- big topics: going to the temple, turning outside your own problems, not napping or being distracted in church

- one guy said "really felt the spirit in the meeting today, if you didn't pay attention and so didn't feel it, repent. That. that was needed. brib

- I have some people I know in my ward who I sit with now! it's definitely nice having people I know at church. 

- family history activity afterward. literally no teaching, she just said ok log in to the computer. now log in to Gemini, which byui provides for free. now get it to teach you. and that was the lesson?? 

anyway I mainly went because they had sandwiches 

  

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