don’t even have the energy to write this song

 spring break! slow. Still need to get my computer up here but 💀💀💀 the cablessss

Besides that idk man we’re just kinda doing the usual. Made to the grocery store which is a win. Did some drawing. Having a bit of an existential crisis which I’m sure would resolve if I went outside and touched grass but that’s hard and I’m tired

Got my new room mostly set up though and that’s nice? Currently having issues with sleep. Either I take my sleep medication and go to sleep on time but I can’t get out of bed or I don’t take it and go to sleep at a thoughly unreasonable hour. Do I want to be in bed for 10 hours or 6?? 

GPA keeps dropping and I’m not a fan. Apparently I only get to keep my major if my GPA stays higher than it is and. REALLY. I do all this work to even get here and choose a major only to learn that I will get kicked out if I have a bad year?? I’m. I don’t know what to do with that. 

Oh it’s fine I’ll be okay it’s fine not to be amazing with classes — except, apparently, if I want to be an optometrist. Then you have to be awesome or you get kicked out. 

But you know. You can probably ignore half of this, I’m just depressed. GOSH I hate being depressed I hate it so much