i'll have four feet. maybe i'll donate two of them for transplanting or somethign

 - eh no a great day yesterday. My roommate has been having a rough time. I’m happy I even noticed cuz normally I don’t notice that stuff but this time I did! And I also had the sense not to walk right up to her and ask 🎉🎉

- anyway we had a talk in my room today and yeah. She’s not doing good and she also has a BUNCH of classes she needs to finish. Finals coming up. She isn’t sure how she’s going to get them all done

- I guess my familiarity w depression helped a little bit cuz I was able to say like… yeah. It sucks. I’m sorry. Take care of yourself.

 anyway I’m keeping her in my prayers and yall should to

In other news, I’m still drawing and writing for a fandom event that’s happening these few weeks. I’m using it to write out my own OCs backstories but also trying to look around at everyone else’s, and interact, and maybe make some friends. I’m pretty well known in the swtor fandom but not so much in the Arcana fandom because I’m new and I don’t talk as much. Time will change that, I suppose

I’m slowly fixing my sleep schedule, doctor’s orders. Amber glasses, weighted blanket. The official goal is 10 pm to 6 am and I am graaaaadually making my way in that direction! 

Did some writing. It seems to me like morning writing is the best for me because I managed to bang out a whole half of a short story after procrastinating several days. Very nice

Lovely day.

Went to endowments. Did initiatories for the endowment name right before!! Very neat, I felt the spirit a lot. I’m always crying in the temple, which is unfortunate because I could easily just sob but I think that would distract folks in the celestial room.. which is too bad. Sometimes I really need to just sob uncontrollably for a bit

Anyway. Friend stuff keeps not working out. It’s like the fifth time it hasn’t worked. I’m soooo done