december 15

 Well today wasn’t nearly as bad as I thought it would be. Got a surprising amount of stuff done with the power of ✨✨✨external accountability✨✨✨

- just kinda birbed through class. Both classes said they would be doing review but spent quite a lot of time NOT doing review. So. THIS IS WHY ITS HARD FOR ME TO GO TO CLASS

- body doubled. Then worked on physics for a few hours with a friend. Then she was like, let’s help you hang up that wall art you’ve been wanting to put up!! So… we did that? Then I met up with the local Physics Major Friend and I just wanted help with one problem but it turned into an hour and a half of chilling and studying. 

Turns out he’s actually dealing with the class the same way I am, only on steroids because he can solve most of the problems in his head and neglected to do the majority of homework assignments. So. But we did puzzle out the initial problem eventually.  

- art building always has art presentations going on! I mentioned earlier in the semester I looked at that, and now they have a Christmas themed exhibit so I stopped by to look at that. They even had two Rembrandt pieces which. Okay FLEX

- my end of year grades are actually looking pretty decent — 80s and 90s, with a single 77 for physics and long as I do well on the final exam that shouldn’t be an issue. Certainly not as good grades as I’d like, but pretty good for my courseload and mental health. So!!

- I think after my physics exam I will go get a smoothie or something. Do something to celebrate the end of the semester, or maybe it’ll be a concilation drink to deal with the exam going poorly? Either way. And then I’ve got a white glove check 💀 but you know what we’re gonna make it through one way or another