november 26

 please kindly ignore the publish time it was SUPPOSED to be the 26th at least

- nearly done with nadia's route woo hoooo and now I have SO MUCH IDEAS abt what to do. Mainly drawing ideas. scene ideas. stuff i have to go back to and fiddle with. unlike *cough* SOME OTHER ROUTES there is quite a lot of character growth going on here that I need to map out and figure out. Might have to actually pull up a character arc checklist to make sure it makes sense and follows correctly? the problem is I'm much better at having a character be static and just. BE a certain way. but in a growth arc, it's animation and not just one drawing and that is not smth that comes naturally to me..

-  speaking of drawing? yeah we drawed! i like drawing. i want to do it more. this is a constant thing where I draw and I'm like yay that was fun! and then two seconds later im like dang why am i not drawing. I desire to draw. i should draw. *doesn't draw* over and over until suddenly im drawing again but it sure aint because i decided to it just kinda happens........

- we did the ben solo road trip! had SO much fun chatting with the person I dragged along. she is a lot like me and she has some of the same hobbies. She told me abt a show called Miraculous: Ladybug and Cat Noir and it's a kids show but she described it so well that I think I might give it a try! I wouldn't be surprised if it's a tad bit like rebels where it's a kids show but it also has a lot of heart and cool lore that older people can appreciate

- anyway the actual trip took us across some BEAUTIFUL fields and then a BEAUTIFUL wild west-vibe town and then more beautiful fields, but these ones had snow on them, and then into mountains where the state border was. we got lucky and there was a parking space right by the two signs, and they were right across the road from each other! it was great. I loved the views. I didn't like the look of this place when I moved in a few months ago, but now that it's winter and there isn't green everywhere for no reason I can appreciate it 

- it is supposed to snow tomorrow. WHY

- watched first half of WICKED the movie, because my roommate likes it and she's trying to induct me into liking her favorite movies. It's good but I am hesitant to get too invested in ANY characters when I know it's probably going to end badly. I like the costumes, though. and the set. and the aesthetics of just about EVERYTHING. seriously have I mentioned I like the costumes

- sink is currently clogged. water drains, but very very slowly so it is hard to do dishes. it is thanksgiving break-ish so we shall see if anything is DONE abt this. it might be like this all weekend. I don't cook that much and the roommate who DOES cook is out of town - shouldn't be too bad but... i am very glad I'm renting, and don't have to try and fix the sink by myself.

- one plus side of being in the head of a character who stresses CONSTANTLY about literally everything, and doesn't know how to ask for help? it makes me really happy that I don't do that. and because he's fictional, it's not like the comparison will hurt anyone's feelings....