october 19

 yeah we ain't sleeping any better but that's not yalls problem is it

- church meetings are at 9 which theoretically is fine to get to because my first class is ALSO at nine. In practice I am usually late but anyone who knows me well will not be surprised by that

- I always think it's raining when it's in my room. Then I realize it's just my roommate's fan rattling in a way that sounds like rain on the roof. I wouldn't even hear rain on the roof, there's an entire dorm room above me..

- still no FHE group or ministering assignment. But there have been several linger longers and this one was taco meat and chips. Chat I have not had tacos of any kind for like a month and it tasted SO GOOD. They had leftovers so they let me take home a big container of the meat. *happy little bird ruffle*

- met some people who also like art and also read serious literature (like call of cthulu, dracula, frankenstein, gilgamesh..) - good for them. One guy recommended the arthurian romances so I will at least try those. Might read another shakespeare play next, if I still have energy for it. Solid classical books are good for warding away brainrot, methinks~

- so cold now. Hate the wind. If not for the wind I would be FINE

- groceries are hard bro like wdym I need to stay in a budget get to the store often buy nutritious food AND make sure the nutritious food is the right food for a recipe? that feels needlessly complicated