October 16

 It is SO DARK at 7:10 am. I LIKE IT NOT

Least I got my trusty lil candle to light my desk. My built-in light is very bright - good most of the time, bad when I’m eepy and don’t want my eyes dying.

Weird dream. Lots of stuff I no longer remember but I was at a corn maze or smth? Some place with farm vibes where you have to find a certain thing or get out or - not sure. It’s something like that but I can’t quite put my finger on it. There was also a Starbucks. Two, I think. 

Somehow we were in the general store but much of it looked a lot like a normal grocery store? There was a sign with French or Mayasian or that vibe of language and I pointed out to Daniel that ees and be and several other Eddy-words were on it. So Eddy did his little explode-y thing and I woke up.

Other notes from the day

- AGH I still hate Spanish. There's a couple speaking Spanish behind me right now and it is getting on my nerves SO BAD. Some of my roommates speak an Asian language sometimes, and that doesn't bother me at all so it really is just Spanish. I dearly hope, if I get assigned a Spanish-speaking mission, that I will be able to get used to it quickly.

- lost my car keys. Then left both my pencils in the car. Took notes for my Religion in whiteboard marker, because I didn't have anything else to write with and my laptop hadn't been connected to the internet yet. wheee

- Don't realize how much I'm relying on connecting with people over the internet and text until suddenly those people aren't responding, and I'm going insane~ not their fault. I need some IRL friends eventually. Hate feeling like I'm bothering people and texting them more than they want to text back, but some of my friends won't text at all if I don't bother them...

- School is slipping. Less on top of things. Still managing fine, but late to nearly all my classes now. Feel bad for the professors that have to deal with that. Not sure if I'm ever going to get back to not being late, though. 

- my roommate showed me the movie Ever After and honestly to goodness it’s like Princess Bride but 3x better. Lovely movie, maybe even better than Pride and Prejudice? Only watched half so we’ll see if the next bit measures up but dude Prince Henry is uhhh.. very cool. Yeah.